sandra9666

But how many of my watchers are even active anymore? 

I know I don't do this often, but I beg you; if you have some money to spare, please go to and either donate or commission her! She is living in an abusive home and needs to get out!

View her journal here:  Donations || HELP ME MOVE OUT OF MY ABUSIVE HOUSEPeople need to realise that getting help is not as easy as they think. 

This is a hard thing for me to do. 
It's a hard thing for a lot of abused people to do. 
When you're getting abused the abuser is going to tell you things like 
"Nobody is going to believe you."
"The police will arrest you because you ran away." 
"I dare you to call the cops."
"Go ahead and try to tell someone about this."
They will try their best to seed doubt in your mind and make you believe that you can not get help.
My mother has said all of those things listed above. 
I had tried to get help. 
I have been trying to get help. 
The first time I had ever told anyone that my mother hit me was when I was seven years old and in Elementary School.
I thought that my mother's abuse was a form of discipline used by other parents.
I did not realise that it was abuse.

1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
1) I joined DeviantArt back in November of 2010 so soon 5 years!

2. What does your username mean?
2) Well, my username doesn't really mean anything; other than my name and four numbers after it. It was a recommended username for me on an old MMO website game back in like 2006 I believe? Then I used it on other sites and it just kinda stuck with me^^

3. Describe yourself in three words.
3) Hmm... probably... Lazy, nerdy/geeky and easygoing.

4. Are you left or right handed?
4) Right handed!

5. What was your first deviation?
5) This piece! (glad it wasn't something embarrassing... heh...)

6. What is your favourite type of art to create?
6) Well... that depends on my mood to be honest. I like to do giftart for my idols and friends and as well as personal art for myself or just something random.

7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
7) Definitely detailed painting! Both traditionally and digitally ^^

8. What was your first favourite?
8) 

9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
9) It usually is art that are interesting in style and idea as well as detailed and nicely colored.

10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
10) Definitely Vooron! She had been such an insperation for years now ;w;

11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
11) I would want to meet 3 of my closest friends I've ever had and who are the light of my life! imaterribledrawer Happycandyx empressoflibraria!

12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
12) All of my friends I have here are the light of my life and never fail to bring a smile on my face! I love them all so much^^

13. What are your preferred tools to create art?
13) Well I mostly draw digitally so the brushset there? if I work traditionally I prefere normal grafite pencils and watercolors and fine, thin brushes.

14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
14) Hmm... most likely my own room, since it's there I have my computer and the tools I need.

15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
15) Meeting my 3 closest friends (see the answer to question 11) the 16th of July 2013 in a chatroom where we eventually were the last four left, so we started talking and that's how our friendship started. Now we chat everyday^^

Happy new year! I wish you all a good 2015!

turning 15 today. yay.